Those Left Behind - Torn To Shreds

I was crawling through bloodstained soil
Knee deep in desperate mire
The sparks of life smothered with tears
They said I spent to much time in the darkness

Paralyzed by unlimited despair
Condemned to the left hand path
Faithless and lost in the shadows
Profound, just like the underground

Antagonistic apotheosis
Torn to shreds and entombed
I was released from nihilistic ideals
As the sentiments of life was revived and exhumed